| Hey lovelyy CommUNITY...
Could someone on the PHOENIX Server help me and my friend out with getting on the PHOENIX SERVER.. we have been tryin for 2 days getting tired... thanks alot of you could get us 2 passes,
send to Ikilledicarus@aol.com thanx
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| Bye bye journal.
Farewell.
I had some bad times Sideshow. Many kisses and fondling.
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www.livejournal.com/users/cattygrin | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | None | | Subject: | This is not a Question, This is an answer! | | Time: | 05:17 pm | | Current Mood: | Smile |
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| THIS IS NOT A QUESTION, THIS IS AN ANSWER!
Kissy Kissy bitch!
Right now is not the time to look back and reminisce, it never was for me. Isint it funny? Yesterday I was just a little boy you loved and now im that larva sucking pityful exsistance that is..
I wasn't born from a Immaculate woman,
I was born from the thing you call FUCK!
That is where I find my answer!
'Catty gRIN | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Y_Y | | Subject: | ahh... | | Time: | 10:05 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/bitospud/courier/black/gloomy.gif) scared |
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| Am I the only person who gets that feeling when they are asleep, you hear this piercing alien weird mechanical marilyn manson sound. and then you cant move but you try to but it wont work. and then you feel like some sharp fast needle go up and down your stomach.
Yeah... I think i was abducted by aliens Y_Y Im scared. It happens for like 10 seconds then you wake up all scared and shit. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I'm tired, I want, and I need. What a mix, but its been very common lately.
Darryl wants his money back,
Ebay sucks. Dont buy Castlevania anything from
Ebay. There you got a little plug.
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What is a intresting person to you..?
A person who can create their own morals, belief styles, openminded people,
non-preachers, non-steriotypical people.
What makes you laugh?
People who claim to understand: the way I am, what I do with my life, what my goals are, person i've become, and how nobody really knows what Im thinking.
and oh yes, Assumptionists. If thats even a word?
What inspires you? Changes every day.
What drives your fuel? People who doubt me, people who circle their lives around drugs, yuppies, the plenty of faces I once sadly looked up to... sigh I was so so stupid.
When I prove to be the better half... i dont want to get into these.. theres way to much to say.
When was the most you've ever been offended?
Last year or two..?
How many times?
Once, good god hold my anger in.
What was the reason?
I had a little notebook which I wrote little notes and lyrics and poems. and on the front of it said in big letters "DO not Read..ect" and it was took out my backpack by somone. It was read, then later on finding out it was stolen from me by somone i'll never ever trust again.
and then judged for what I wrote inside and then compared too somone elses style of writing lyrics and told I didnt know what I was talking about.
what a
prick prick PRICK!!
Who do you look up to? Why?
I look up to Me, why? I learned that as you grow as a person bad or good you have the choice on making yourself better then what you already are. I want to be able to look up at myself and be proud of what I've done and how better i've made myself, and accomplished and so on..
How many friends do you have? What do you think of them?
I dont define them as friends. More of my.. how do I explain this..?
You know in RPG Games where, everyone is a party like the characters in the game?
and we all go on a big adventure and fight monsters off together and crap and learn and save eachother from getting owned by the guy who is going to destroy the world which I define as (Life).
Well yeah I consider them as people who join my party, and we are just living under "Lifes" torture and we try to defeat it and save the world.
I only have lets see.. I only have.. such a small but powerful party of 5. and I love you guys. You should know who you are. If you read this, cuse this will probably only make sense to you guys haha.
What kind of person do you define yourself as..? (Ex. Happy,sad, angry,depressed)
A Chameleon of the Arts. Master of Black Magic. >_>
Whats your favorite kind music?
Anything Rock N' Roll.. and usually a music composer Square-Enix hires.
Who was the last person you talked to?
www.livejournal.com/users/mrfuckingburce
www.livejournal.com/users/seykora
both of them. at the same time.
Do you want to continue the rest of this questionaire?
Later.. I'll cut off the rest and post it some other time...
Hocus
Pocus silly ocus. Ruben will be eaten by firey locusts'
Yours Truely,
The Cattyiest gRIN | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | None | | Subject: | Sophisticated Reality | | Time: | 06:16 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/bitospud/courier/black/sick.gif) dirty |
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| I really need to find myself new hobbys other than Painting, Videogames and Rock N Roll.
I cant stand just doing ONE thing, I know I can get more out of my self.
I'm getting so tired of everything, and everyone; as been said a million times before.
Only a boring person can be bored, and I think im in denial.
Even the band, i'm getting so tired of it. I dont like to do the synths or keyboard recording right now and I need to take more vocal takes we've only recorded 3 songs within the past year, its a on and off thing with the guys.
and I've been losing like 3 pounds a week within the last 2 months.
The only problem I have now is controlling myself, I dont have control and for some reason I dont want to. I dont like to control myself, but I some how need too. I dont know why I just do.
Complain, Complain, Complain yeah, this and that.
I'd rather not complain anymore, I just needed a quick vent.
Smile Bitch,
You got gRIN | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Yes, finally a 5 day break from school! Im excited. I cant wait I have so many other things to do to get the hell out of the way.
Oh yeah! I have to search for 2 more LJ codes.
=( somone donate please, my friends want one. -_- | | comments: 30 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Nothingness | | Subject: | Dire Boy , Mr. Perfect | | Time: | 12:00 am | | Current Mood: | Expired |
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| Im just that boy,
Ready for Suicide
Im just that boy,
I do drugs to make me feel,
Im just that boy,
Why dont you just step all over me,
Im just that boy,
Used up for god damn fuckin Sodomy'
Im just that boy,
I wanna play Mr. Perfect
Im just that boy,
Yeah so what Im fuckin' Worthless
Im just that boy,
Im lost in this big city, and Im high'
We were all to covered in Make up,
Just somone please wake up,
Im not the only boy in this fucked up
place,
looking for a tight hole in a little space.
because,
Im just that boy,
Being literal isint perfect
Im just that boy,
I dont wanna play Mr. Perfect,
Im just that boy,
I dont have the nerve to cry'
Im just that boy,
lost in this big city and im high..
You have expired | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Humming to My song... | | Subject: | Prototype Miniature | | Time: | 01:08 am | | Current Mood: | Very Small |
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| Prototype Miniture
It was the gods,
It was the word,
That got blown up,
Its all on T.V.,
Were just those dolls,
Who dress in glam,
Its all on T.V.,
I thought up the most welcome open hands,
That always loved to choke me,
Those were just Hollow lies,
It was never a fight,
We just gave in for all the money,
Like we were on sale...
This is it?,
Our worthless try's,
Are they really fights?
I took that drug that made everything white,
I took that drug that made me almost fucking die,
I took that drug that never makes me feel sorry,
I took that drug which started this story...,
There not shallow faces in my head anymore,
They are just the people who just dont see,
How fuckin' shallow reality can really be,
It was the gods,
It was the word,
That got blown up,
Its all on T.V.,
Were just those dolls,
Who dress in glam,
Its all on T.V..... | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | T.V | | Subject: | Sunday Smile | | Time: | 08:03 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/bitospud/courier/black/determined.gif) determined |
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| Well, Im still happy. I have my Sunday smile.
Im getting the hell out of here right now.
I gotta take care of the usual bussiness..
I'll knock em' out just for you.
I'll be back with the story.
My Gracious,
and my Individual Love'
-Cattyiest gRIN | | comments: Leave a comment |
| BaBANG Kluck Kluck - Sha - Boom - Sha - Boom
KaBang Boom Boom - Zic - Ziggity - Zag
Cha-CHING Ba-BANG | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | SPAM COOK OFF ON CHANNEL 69 | | Subject: | Spammmmmaliscious | | Time: | 09:55 pm | | Current Mood: | Smile bitch! You got gRIN =) |
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| LAS VEGAS (Oct. 4) - Illusionist Roy Horn of the duo Siegfried & Roy was in critical condition Saturday, a day after one of his own tigers mauled him during his popular Las Vegas show, biting him in the neck and dragging him off stage. Authorities were uncertain about his chances for recovery.
Horn suffered a serious injury to the left side of his neck and underwent surgery late Friday.
Halfway into Friday night's performance, Horn appeared alone on stage with the tiger and told the crowd the animal was making its debut in the show - a claim hotel officials said was part of the act.
The tiger, which weighs about 600 pounds, then lunged at Horn, who tried to beat the animal off with a microphone.
``I knew he was in trouble right away. I was horrified,'' said Diane Weightman, who was in the audience. ``I wanted to jump on stage and help him. I didn't know what to do.''
Andy Cushman, also in the audience, said Horn ``looked like a rag doll'' as the tiger dragged him off the stage. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | " Strange how sometimes you could swear that you know. Well buddy, you just don't know. Not about anything. Stop fooling yourself. If things are shit in your life, you can bet that at some point things are going to turn around so quick that you'll insist you're still asleep. Good times don't come knocking; they barge into your home and start helping themselves t your misery, gorging like the last supper and eating away at that glimsy backdrop you use to call a life. Eating your cancer. Leaving you disoriented and smiling." | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | If I had a doller for every doller I've ever had.. I'd have it all back. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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